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Colt Forrest Penny
January 23, 1983
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November 13, 2005

The moment that you died,
My heart split in two.
One side filled with memories.
The other died with you.
I often lay awake at night,
When the world is fast asleep.
And take a walk down memory lane,
With tears upon my cheeks,
Remembering you is easy,
I do it every day.
But missing you is heartache,
that never goes away.
I hold you tightly within my heart,
And there you will remain.
Life has gone on without you,
But never will be the same.


This memorial website
has been created
to honor and share
in the memory of
our loved one.
Colt Forrest Penny
was 22 years, 9 months,
and 20 days old
when the Lord called him
home to His side. Colt was born in Blair, Nebraska on
January 23, 1983,
he was the only son
and the youngest child
of Joel and Debbie Penny.
He passed away
from injuries sustained in a single vehicle accident
that occurred while he was
on his way to his home
in Decatur, Nebraska
on November 13, 2005.
We will remember him forever.
The Family of
Colt Forrest Penny
Welcome You To His Site.



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January's Birth Flower is the Carnation. It represents fascination, affection, deep love, distinction, happiness and fidelity.




MY CHILD
On the day God took you
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??
With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide,
I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong.
I wish we'd had more time,
Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious child.

Our beloved son was,
honest, kind, strong, beautiful,
loving, special, intelligent,
sweet, considerate, observant,
resourcefull, tidy, & mighty,
simple, down to earth,
personable, sensitive, patient,
smart, insightful, capable, loyal,
wise beyond his years.
Colt had an infectious laugh,
a brilliant mind and a smile for
everyone.
We love you with all our hearts,
You will always be our
"Son-Shine."




"Colt and Teddy"



I felt an angel's presence On the day you left my side: A gentle touch upon my cheek, To wipe the tears I cried.
I seemed to hear her whisper "Your loved one's in God's care, Just turn your eyes to Heaven And know he's resting there."
Her presence brought me comfort; It was as if she knew My faith in God was tested, On the day that I lost you.
The years have swiftly passed, Yet still I sense her near, And know, whatever comes my way, She'll help me through each fear.
God never leaves us helpless As along life's path we roam: An angel always comes our way To guide us gently home.

He Only Took My Hand
Last night while I was sleeping, my son's voice I did hear
I opened my eyes and looked in his room But Colt didn't appear
He said: "Mom you've got to listen,you've got to understand God didn't take me from you, he only took my hand
When I called out in pain that night, he instantly reached down, took my hand and pulled me gently to his side, lifted me up and saved me from all the misery and pain inside. My body hurt so badly, I could never be the same
My search is really over now I've found happiness within, all the answers to my empty dreams and all that might have been
I love and miss you soooo very much, I'll always be near by My body's gone forever But my spirit will never die
So you must go on now and live one day at a time Until we meet again
Just understand:
God didn't take me from you, he only took my hand!!!! ~Unknown~




With Love,
Isabelle

What My Child Has Taught Me
I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that learning to forgive takes a lot of practice. I've learned that friends can become strangers, and strangers can become friends. I've learned that ignorance isn't an excuse for the lack of compassion. I've learned that some people will never, ever - "get it". I've learned that the community of sorrow is the strongest of all. I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of minutes. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that love isn't measured by the amount of time you have with someone. I've learned that some sorrow is so deep that it has no words. But so is love.
As your heart aches each day, look at the stars as smiles from the many angels that heaven holds. Thank you for touching my heart, you will be remembered in my prayers. ~Unknown~



Forever Changed
Can you see the change in me? It may not be so obvious to you I participate in family activities. I attend family reunions.. I help plan holiday meals.
You tell me you're glad to see that I don't cry anymore. But I do cry! When everyone has gone - when it is safe- the tears fall. I cry in privacy so my family won't worry. I cry until I am exhausted and can finally sleep. You tell me you admire my strength and my positive attitude.
But I am not strong, I feel that I have lost control; and I panic when I think about tomorrow.... next week.... next year. I go about the routine of my job. I complete my assigned tasks. I drink coffee and smile.
You tell me you are glad to see I'm "over" the death of my loved one. But I'm not "over" it. If I get overit, I will be the same as before my loved one died. I will never be the same.
At times I think I am beginning to heal , but the pain of losing someone I loved so much has left a permanent scar on my heart. I visit my neighbors.
You tell me that you're glad to see I'm holding up so well. But I'm not holding up well. Sometimes I want to lock the door and hide from the world. I spend time with my friends, I seem calm and collected. I smile when appropriate. You tell me it's good to see me back to my "old self" But I will never be back to my "old self". Death and grief, have touched my life....
and I am changed forever. ~Uknown~



Bereaved Parents Wish List
I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back. I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also. If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my child, I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me. My child's death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my child and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both. Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now more than ever. I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you, but I also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child; my favorite topic of the day. I know that you think of and pray for me often. I also know that my child's death pains you too. I wish you would let me know these things through a phone call, a card or note, or a real big hug. I wish you wouldn't expect my grief to be over. These first years are traumatic for me, but I wish you could understand that my grief will never be over. I will suffer the death of my child until the day I die. I am working hard in my recovery, but I wish you could understand that I will never fully recover. I will always miss my child and I will always grieve that he is gone. I wish you wouldn't expect me "not to think about it" or "be happy". Neither will happen for a very long time, so don't frustrate yourself. I don't want to have a "Pity party", but I do wish you would let me grieve. I must hurt before I can heal. I wish you understood how my life has shattered. I know it is miserable for you to be around me when I'm feeling miserable. Please be as patient with me as I am with you. When I say, "I'm doing okay", I wish you could understand that I don't "feel" okay and that I struggle daily. I wish you knew that all of the grief reactions I'm having are very normal. Depression, anger, hopelessness and overwhelming sadness are all to be expected. So please excuse me when I'm quiet and withdrawn or irritable and cranky. Your advice to "take it one day at a time" is excellent advice. However, a day is too much and too fast for me right now. I wish you could understand that I'm doing good to handle an hour at a time. Please excuse me if I seem rude, certainly not my intent. Sometimes the world around me goes too fast and I need to get off. When I walk away, I wish you would let me find a quiet place to spend time alone. I wish you understood that grief changes people. When my child died, a big part of me died with him. I am not the same person I was before my child died and I will never be that person again. I wish very much that you could understand understand my loss and my grief.
But.... I pray daily that you will never understand.













What is a Little Boy?
Between the innocence of babyhood and the
dignity of manhood we find a delightful
creature called a boy. Boys come in assorted
sizes, weights and colors, but all boys are the
same. Boys are found everywhere -- on top of,
underneath, inside of, climbing on, swinging
from, running around or jumping to.
Mothers love them, little girls hate them, older
brothers and sisters tolerate them, adults
ignore them and Heaven protects them.
A boy is Truth with dirt on its face, Beauty with
a cut on its finger, Wisdom with bubble gum in
its hair and the hope of the future with a frog
in its pocket.
When you want him to make a good
impression, his brain turns to jelly, or else he
becomes a savage, sadistic jungle creature
bent on destroying the world.
A boy is a composite -- he has the appetite of
a horse, the digestion of a sword swallower,
the energy of an atom bomb, the curiosity of a
cat, the lungs of a dictator, the shyness of a
violet and when he makes something, he has
five thumbs on each hand.
A boy is a magical creature -- you can lock him
out of your workshop, but you can't lock him
out of your heart. Might as well give up -- he is
your captor, your jailer, your boss and your
master -- a freckled face, pint size, cat chasing
bundle of noise.
But when you come home at night
with only the
shattered pieces of your hopes and dreams,
he can mend them like new with the
two magic words,
"HI, DAD!"

Father and Son
Joe Penny-Colt Penny


Once upon a time there was a child
ready to be born.
So one day he asked God:
They tell me you are sending me to earth
tomorrow but how am I going
to live there
being so small and helpless?
Among the many angels,
I chose one for you.
She will be waiting for you
and will take care of you.
But tell me, here in Heaven,
I don't do anything
else but sing and smile,
that's enough for me to be happy.
Your angel will sing for you and will also
smile for you every day.
And you will feel your angel's love
and be happy.
And how am I going to be able to
understand when people talk to me,
if I don't know the language
that men talk?
Your angel will tell you
the most beautiful
and sweet words you will ever hear,
and with much patience and care,
your angel will teach you
how to speak.
And what am I going to do
when I want to talk to you?
Your angel will place
your hands together
and will teach you how to pray.
I've heard that on earth
there are bad men.
Who will protect me?
Your angel will defend you
even if it means risking its life.
But I will always be sad because
I will not see you anymore.
Your angel will always talk to you about
me and will teach you the way
for you to come back to me,
even though I will always be
next to you.
At that moment there was much
peace in Heaven,
but voices from earth could
already be heard,
and the child in a hurry asked softly:
Oh God, if I am
about to leave now,
please tell me my angel's name.
Your angel's name is of no importance,
you will call your angel:
Mommy

Mother and Son
Debbie & Colt



"The mention of my child's name
 May bring tears to my eyes
But it never fails to bring
Music to my ears.
If you are really my friend,
Let me hear the beautiful music of
his name.
"Colt"
It soothes my broken heart
And sings to my soul."







In time of sorrow.. May you see God’s light on the path ahead When the road you walk is dark. May you always hear, Even in your hour of sorrow, The gentle singing of the lark. When times are hard may hardness Never turn your heart to stone. May you always remember When the shadows fall— You do not walk alone.

Everywhere
Please don't mourn for me I'm still here, though you don't see I'm right by your side each night and day And within your heart I long to stay My body is gone but I'm always near I'm everything you feel, see or hear My spirit is free, but I'll never depart As long as you keep me alive in your heart I'll never wander out of your sight I'm the brightest star on a summer night I'll never be beyond your reach I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around And the pure white snow that blankets the ground I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond The clear cool water in a quiet pond I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in spring The first warm raindrop that April will bring I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine And you'll see that the face in the moon is mine When you start thinking there's no one to love you You can talk to me through the Lord above you I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees And you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep And the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep I'm the smile you see on a baby's face Just look for me, I'm everyplace...
May God Bless You!! ~Unknown~





"Death of a Child"
Sorry I didn't get to stay. To laugh and run and play. To be there by your side. I'm sorry that I had to die. God sent me down to be with you, to make your loving heart anew. To help you look up and see Both God and me.
Mommy and Daddy, I wish I could stay. Just like I heard each of you pray. But, all the angels did cry when they told me goodbye.
God didn't take me cause He's mad. He didn't send me to make you sad. But to give us each a chance to be a love so precious .. don't you see?
Up here no trouble do I see and the pretty angels sing to me. The streets of gold is where I play you'll come here too, mommy and daddy, someday.
Until the day you join me here, I'll love you mommy and daddy, dear. Each breeze you feel and see, brings love and a kiss from me.

Your Guardian Angel
When I have no one to turn to and I am feeling kind of low When there is no one here to talk to and no where I really want to go I search deep within myself It is the love inside my heart that let's me know My Guardian Angels are there Even though we are many miles apart A smile then appears upon my face and the sun begins to shine I hear a voice, so soft and sweet saying, "everything will be just fine" It may seem that I am alone but I am never by myself at all Whenever I need my Angels near All I have to do is call
Guardian Angels love is always true on that you can always depend He will always stand beside you and will always be your friend A guardian Angel Who will guide what you do, His heart filled with love Sent to watch over you.



You are the Angel who I cherish, So dearly in this heart of mine; The one who makes my day brighter, By making my whole world shine.
During all the darkest moments, When my skies turn cloudy and grey, You're the one who touches my heart, And makes everything seem okay.
I count my blessings that I have, An Angel like you, so close at hand; A friend who always watches over me, Someone who can always understand.
If I need someone who I can turn to, You are always right there beside me, Giving so much of yourself each time, To guide me to the light, so I can see.
We are all assigned a Guardian Angel, And I'm so glad God chose you as mine; He knew that whenever I needed His love, You would be an Angel to me every time.
~ Author Unknown ~



"I Wish For You..."
Comfort on difficult days, Smiles when sadness intrudes, Rainbows to follow the clouds, Laughter to kiss your lips, Sunsets to warm your heart, Gentle hugs when spirits sag, Friendships to brighten your being, Beauty for your eyes to see, Confidence for when you doubt, Faith so that you can believe, Courage to know yourself, Patience to accept the truth, And love to complete your life. ~ Brenda Hager ~



Dear Family ...
I am home in Heaven, dear ones; Oh, so happy and so bright! There is a perfect joy and beauty in this everlasting light. All the pain and grief is over, Ever restless tossing passed; I am now at peace forever, Safely home in Heaven at last. Did you wonder I so calmly Trod the valley of the shade? Oh! But Jesus love illumined. Every dark and fearful glade. And he came Himself to meet me in the way so hard to tread; And with Jesus' arm to lean on, Could I have one doubt or dread? Then you must not grieve so sorely, for I love you dearly still;' Try to look beyond earth's shadows, Pray and trust our Father's Will. There is work still waiting for you, So you must not idly stand; Do it now while life remaineth - You shall rest in Jesus' land. When that work is all completed, He will gently call you Home; Oh the rapture of that meeting, Oh the joy to see you come!
My love to you all ... waiting for you .. Colt


23 January 1983
Your date of conception was on or about 2 May 1982 which was a Sunday.
You were born on a Sunday under the astrological sign Aquarius. Your Life path number is 9.
Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445357.5. The golden number for 1983 is 8.
Golden Number: A number showing the year of the lunar or Metonic cycle. It is reckoned from 1 to 19, and is so called from having formerly been written in the calendar in gold.
The epact number for 1983 is 16.
Epact Number: The moon's age at the beginning of the calendar year, or the number of days by which the last new moon has preceded the beginning of the year.
The year 1983 was not a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/25/1982 and ending 2/12/1983. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dog.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Otter; your plant is Fern.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Parmuthy, the fourth month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).
Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 9 Shevat 5743. Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 10 Shevat 5743.
The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.9.11.13 which is 12 baktun 18 katun 9 tun 11 uinal 13 kin
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Sunday, 8 Rabi'u'th-Thani 1403 (1403-4-8).
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 3 April 1983. The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 8 May 1983. The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 16 February 1983. The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 22 May 1983. The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 29 May 1983. The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 8 September 1983. The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 29 March 1983. The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 15 February 1983.
As of 1/31/2008 5:56:15 PM EST You are 25 years old. You are 300 months old. You are 1,305 weeks old. You are 9,139 days old. You are 219,353 hours old. You are 13,161,236 minutes old. You are 789,674,175 seconds old.
Celebrities who share your birthday: Tiffani-Amber Thiessen (1974) Brendan Shanahan (1969) Princess Caroline of Monaco (1957) Dr. Laura Schlessinger (1947) Rutger Hauer (1944) Chita Rivera (1933) Jeanne Moreau (1928) Ernie Kovacs (1919) Edouard Manet (1832) John Hancock (1737)
Top songs of 1983 Every Breath You Take by Police Billie Jean by Michael Jackson Flashdance by Irene Cara Say Say Say by Paul McCartney & Michael Jackson All Night Long by Lionel Richie Total Eclipse of the Heart by Bonnie Tyler Down Under by Men at Work Beat It by Michael Jackson Islands In the Stream by Kenny Rogers & Dolly Parton Baby, Come to Me by Patti Austin & James Ingram
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.57690802348337 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
Your lucky day is Saturday. Your lucky number is 4 & 8. Your ruling planet(s) is Saturn & Uranus. Your lucky dates are 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th. Your opposition sign is Leo. Your opposition number(s) is 1.
There are 358 days till your next birthday on which your cake will have 26 candles.
Those 26 candles produce 26 BTUs, or 6,552 calories of heat (that's only 6.5520 food Calories!) . You can boil 2.97 US ounces of water with that many candles.
In 1983 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US. In 1983 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile. In 1983 in the US there were 2,444,000 marriages (10.5%) and 1,179,000 divorces (5%) In 1983 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000) In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds. In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.
In 1983 the population of Australia was approximately 15,483,496. In 1983 there were approximately 242,570 births in Australia. In 1983 in Australia there were approximately 114,860 marriages and 43,525 divorces. In 1983 in Australia there were approximately 110,084 deaths.
Your birthstone is Garnet
The Mystical properties of Garnet Garnet is used as a power stone Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Emerald, Rose Quartz
Your birth tree is: Elm Tree, the noble-mindedness Pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, tends to a know-all-attitude and making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humour, practical.
There are 329 days till Christmas 2008! There are 342 days till Orthodox Christmas!
The moon's phase on the day you were born was waxing gibbous.
Numerology Index
9 (9, 18/9, 27/9, 36/9) The Life Path 9 suggests that you entered this plane with an abundance of dramatic feelings coupled with a strong sense of compassion and generosity. The key to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person is found in their humanitarian attitude. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies.
Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position in terms of responsibilities to mankind.
Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. In this, however, the 9 Life Path is not apt to get rich since they are very generous, sometimes to a fault, and usually have an easy come, easy go attitude about money. The rare 9 life path has a totally selfless attitude, giving up of material possessions for the common good.
The 9 Life Path indicates you have a commanding presence. You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. The term "hail-fellow" may have been coined to describe a 9 Life Path, as you may indeed be one of those who is generally upbeat and heartily friendly and congenial. You meet people easily and are quickly befriended because of your openness and amiable demeanor. Your genial ways often put you in the lead in whatever field of endeavor you pursue.
Relationships can be difficult for you because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.
You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling. The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. If drama and acting is not your forte, it will surely be an area of great interest and potential. Likewise, you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.
The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is often of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. The number is less inclined to the competitive business environment and may find this a struggle.
As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side. Because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.
The moon's phase on the day you were born was waxing gibbous.
Sunday, January 23, 1983
Moon's age (days): 9 Distance (Earth radii): 58.83 Percent Illumination 70.07% Ecliptic latitude (degrees): -3.09 Ecliptic longitude (degrees): 48.23
Colt Forrest Penny There are 16 letters in your name. Those 16 letters total to 81 There are 4 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.
What your first name means:English Male From the dark town. Diminutive of Colston: Unknown owner of property.
Your number is: 9
The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.
The expression or destiny for #9: The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.
If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.
Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.
Your Soul Urge number is: 22
A Soul Urge number of 22 means: The Soul Urge of the master number 22 is very much that of the master builder. You would like to use your abilities in an important humanitarian undertaking, and have an innate desire is to express the significant power you feel in a concrete manner, as a builder, engineer, diplomat, etc. In some way you want to make a considerable contribution to the world.
The 22 gives a broad, universal outlook with a rather practical and common-sense approach. You have especially high intelligence, with an unusual perception and awareness. This number often denotes a high degree of diplomatic abilities and high ideals. You are a very capable person and you may possess special leadership abilities that you can and should develop. People respect you and recognize your superior foresight and vision.
The negative side of the 22 soul urge is a high degree of nervous energy and a tendency to be very dominating. It is unfortunate that all who possess the urge of 22 do not use its energies to the greatest advantage; but then it should be recognized that these energies are understandably the most difficult to focus and direct.
Your Inner Dream number is: 5
An Inner Dream number of 5 means: You dream of being totally free and unrestrained by responsibility. You see yourself conversing and mingling with the natives in many nations, living for adventure and life experiences. You imagine what you might accomplished.

PLEASE keep these Angels and their families in your prayers...
Thomas E. Parker January 12, 1932 - July 27, 2002
Roy William Moninger, SR. August 29, 1914 - January 3, 1986
Roy William Moninger, JR. June 27, 1942 - August 15, 1998
Carrol Dean Chew
Arthur Semrau March 12, 1915 - April 14, 2002
Amanda Semrau December 11, 1915 - November 10, 2003
J. Eddie Connealy Febuary 26, 1961 - December 22, 2004
August Pape March 6, 1906 - April 3, 2005
Nolah Ava Bolli August 2, 1918 - October 31, 2005
Tyson Edward Weber Fergen January 30, 2006 - April 13, 2006
Emilie Lindner January 21, 1928 - June 4, 2006
Richard "Dick" N. Bartels January 29, 1930 - July 1, 2006
Ruben Chicone August 2, 1974 - July 29, 2006
Steve Erwin September 2006
Betty Ropkin September 2006
Dan Tighe May 24, 1916 - September 24, 2006
L. C. "Jody" Yandell June 25, 1929 - November 9, 2006
Andrea Dee Saeger Wulf July 2, 1965 - November 12, 2006
Kenny Clark April 23, 1922 - January 18, 2007
Helen C. Sanders December 30, 1916 - February 3, 2007
Robinette A. Polly February 17, 2007
Roland J. Clark October 3, 1927 - March 19, 2007

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If you see anything on Colt's Site that you would like to use on your own site, Please feel free to do so. God Bless, Johnette



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"HAPPY THANKSGIVING" / Johnette Moninger (Family Friend )
From our home to yours.
We wish you a
"Happy Thanksgiving"
We are thankful for your friendship.
Love,
Johnette, Doug, & Family |
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3 Years / Johnette Moninger (Family Friend )
Always in our thoughts and prayers.
Remembering you and your family on this special day.
We hold your family near and dear to our hearts.
God's Blessing to each of you.
Love,
Johnette, Doug,
Cody, Jessica,
Kaya, Derek,
Colt, Nicol...
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Thinking of You / Johnette Moninger (Family Friend )
Just Thinking Of "YOU" today. |
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Read this and thought of you... / Brenda Weston (Sage and Hawk's Mom )
I am STRONG because I am weak.
I am BEAUTIFUL because I know my flaws.
I am a Lover because I am a fighter.
I am Fearless because I have been afraid.
I am WISE because I have been foolish.
I can LAUGH because I've known sadness. |
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From one Angel to another Angel, / Sherry (Aunt Of Christopher Wiles) (Angel friend )
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A Memorial Day tribute / Rosemary Sis Of Alvin Cremeans Read >> |
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Happy Easter Colt / Annmarie Miller ^i^ Paul Patrick's Mommy (Angel Friend ) Read >> |
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An Easter wish / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans Read >> |
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"HAPPY THANKSGIVING COLT" / Johnette Moninger (Family Friend )  | | |